Figured I'd update.
I live, I've had a bad few months. End of August I was diagnosed with pneumonia, right after had a tumor removed, then was scheduled for another surgery and THAT was postponed because I currently have mono. I have surgery tomorrow which will hopefully end a lot of this crap.
Mentally though I am doing great and have changed many things.
That's what I've been dealing with. Hope you had a happy holiday, guys!
I also wanted to add this:
I'm taking time this morning to go through a massive backlog of comments and such on the artsites which I once frequented. My drive for producing anything has completely died, which happens every few years and then I burst back, it's something I am used to. What I am not used to, however, is seeing people still referring to me as an inspiration, people writing of me because I helped them out when no one else would and they felt a 'talented artist' wouldn't ever help. It's all very overwhelming to me right now in a good and sad way because I feel like I have abandoned these people who look up to me. I pop in once in awhile and leave notes letting them know what is going on... but I guess I feel like I've left a mark on them and I'm happy for that. I didn't really want anything else other than to inspire people, help them, and create strange furry people with a story to them amidst a sea of dicktits. Who knows, maybe sometime soon I'll get back into the swing of things.